Some of my lyrics

on the Background of My Life

I’ve feel like living on the background of my life.
I’ve done my work, but it didn’t seem to be done right.
Time is flying by and I don’t know how fast.
Me and my loneleyness will take it to the test.

I’m a free man got nothing to fight for.
I’m still waiting for someone knocking at my door.
Love is hard to find, love has made me blind.
That’s how I got here at the background of my life.

I’ve feel like living on the background of my life.
I’ve done my work, but it didn’t seem to be done right.
Time is flying by and I don’t know how fast
I got to leave my loneleyness behind into the past.


You might can say that I don’t have a live.
Your words are cutting, into me as a knive.
I will end this shit, and at the end you’ll see.
I will change the ‘person’, that I used to be.

Another change of life, that’s what I’m going through.
I will get rid of all, there is nothing you can do.
And oh the times will change, the tables, they will turn.
Know, when I done it all, there will be no return.

I’ve feel like living on the background of my life.
I’ve done my work, but it didn’t seem to be done right.
Time is flying by and I don’t know how fast.
I’m gonna lock my loneleyness away into a chest.


And now I am here at the begin, of my new live.
Looks really nice here, judging on my first sight.
Not like my old one, wich I threw all away.
I found a new place, where I would like to stay.

This time I’ll stay for good, don’t let this go away.
Please come and listen to me, what I have to say.

I felt like living on the background of my life.
I did my work, but it didn’t seem to be done right.
Time was flying by I didn’t know how fast.
I gave my loneleyness, a place where it could rest.

I’ve feel like living on the background of my life.
I’ve done my work, but it didn’t seem to be done right.
Time is flying by and I don’t know how fast.
I got to leave my loneleyness behind into the past.

I gotta leave my loneleyness behind into the past.

I Give up

All the dreams I had
All the lies I take
Making up my mind
Gets harder each day
I’m sick of the thoughts
That it will be alright
I know that it won’t
Facing the daylight

I give up
I hope you’re happy now
I give up
You broke a man down
I give up
Before its to late
I give up
There is no way I can stay

Happynes is al around us
You just need to see through the smoke
Trust me, I can asure you
Happynes is one big joke
Fake smiles, you see them everwhere
I made them all the time
If you really want to know me
No, I’m not doing fine

I give up
I hope you’re happy now
...* *full refrian

Money can’t help a thing
This is a strong feeling
Feeling good won’t ease my pian
Nothing can break me from my chain
There is a holow, inside my life
Wich I can not fill, though I tried
The truth is here, the end is near
Am I becoming what I fear?

I give up
I hope you’re happy now
...* *full refrian

I give up
I give up

This is not a Christmas song

Kind sir, do you have anything
Anything to eat for me
Caus my legs are frozen till the end of my knees

My stomach is so empty
And everyone ignores me
They just walk away
With nothing to say

Is this christmas
how it’s suposed to be
Can anyone tell me
Kind Sir(2x)
Is this christmas
how its suposed to be
Can anyone believe this
Anyone but me

And she wandered alone in this world
She had nowhere to hide, it was so cold
She had nothing to fight for
...
Nothing nothing more

So She took another light
And what she saw that night
She felt the warmth in her face
It was the dream she had to chase

And when I woke up
I saw her lying in the street
There was nothing we could have done
She was already gone

Her eyes where closed
Her face was wite as snow
Only if it wouldn’t freeze
She would be breathing just like me

Is this christmas
How it’s suposed to be
Can anyone tell me
Look at her (2x)
Is this christmas
How it’s suposed to be
Can anyone believe this
She lies dead there at the street

An inocent girl has died tonight
When she looked into, the heavenly light
If it wouldn’t be so dammed cold
...
She would still be a alive, dead is so bold

So now lets shine a light tonight
For the ones who gave up to fight
For the homeless and the broken ones
For the ones who never got a chance

Is this christmas
How it’s suposed to be
Can anyone tell me
Kind sir (2x)

Is this christmas
How it’s suposed to be
Can anyone believe this
Certainly not me

The Reason

You are the mountain, wich I can’t reach.
You are the reason why I can’t sleep.

You are the quest wich I can’t complete.
You are the reason why I can’t breathe.

And I try to get run away, but the thoughts of you are blocking my way.
And I have to stay like this.
Caus, I can’t forget you’re the one that I miss

You are the mountain, wich I can’t reach.
You are the reason why I can’t sleep.

You are the quest wich I can’t complete.
You are the reason why I can’t breathe.

Wil you ever talk to me.
Wil I ever fall back in sleep
I’m living in a dream, though I know I’m awake.
I leave it up to you, the choice is yours to make.

You are the mountain, wich I can’t reach.
You are the reason why I can’t sleep.

You are the quest wich I can’t complete.
You are the reason why I can’t breathe.

And now I do see.
You are the key that can sett me free.
My mind is locked inside.
I won’t give it up without a fight.

You are the mountain, wich I can’t reach.
You are the reason why I can’t sleep.

You are the quest wich I can’t complete.
You are the reason why I can’t breathe.

Ref: music only

And when I look up to the stars above
I know you’re the reason why I’m in love.
And I, can’t get enough.
You are the reason why I’m in love.

You are the reason...
Why I’m in love...
You are the reason, why I’m in love.

Vandalized

You vandalized my heart.
You did it from the start
I even don’t know why
I’ve no tears left to cry

Cut out my heart
I don’t want it anymore.
It’s the only way
I walked this road before.
These wounds will never heal
Don’t look at my watered eyes
Caus I’m not made of steel

You vandalized my heart.
You did it from the start
I even don’t know why
I’ve no tears left to cry

I don’t want a new start
For another broken heart
To many times I tried
To much times it died
Take my advice
Love can be your own demise

You vandalized my heart.
You did it from the start
I even don’t know why
I’ve no tears left to cry

I thought you were the one
But now I do see
You are just one
Of all that wouldn’t be
And I’m still here
All alone
On my own
Is that all life does have for me

Raschu wrote:I uploaded it some time ago(christmas), but couldn't be bothered to del it...

Its not really an up to date version either...